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Final Fantasy VIII

Clean Slate

[Summary] Squall reflects on his sleeping lover, over a night that almost didn't happen.
[Pairing] Laguna x Squall
[Warning] NC-17 Lemon AU POV PWP | Alcohol use, incest
[Added] 29 April 2005

Clean Slate


Coldest Heart

[Summary] For she has the coldest heart of all...
[Pairing] Laguna X Squall, Seifer X Squall implied
[Warning] NC-17 Lemon AU Deathfic-ish | Angst, incest
[Added] 29 April 2005

Coldest Heart


[Summary] A new addition becomes competition for Squall's affection.
[Pairing] Seifer x Squall
[Warning] PG AU Fluff Humour
[Added] 29 April 2005



Drop in the Ocean

[Summary] A long forgotten book makes Laguna remember something he'd rather forget.
[Pairing] Squall X Laguna
[Warning] M15 Citrus Incest, angst, mild language
[Added] 19 May 2003 | Revised: 29 April 2005

Drop in the Ocean


New Eventually New

[Summary] Eternity is a long time to wait, but Eventually you can get what you want.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall, Selphie X Irvine
[Warning] PG Citrus Deathfic
[Added] 9 December 2005



For Everything

[Summary] To help Zell forget, Seifer shows him what it means to be human.
[Pairing] Seifer X Zell
[Warning] NC-17 Lemon AU | Mild angst
[Added] 24 August 2003

For Everything


The "Letters From Home" Series

[Archiver's Note] This series might not be indexed in chronological order.

Say [Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Summary] Thoughts from Squall over a discarded poem.
[Warning] NC-17 Lemon Some Poetry | Language, violence, mild S&M
[Added] 29 April 2005

Prayer [Pairing] Seifer x Squall implied
[Summary] A Psalm for Him....
[Warning] PG-13 Citrus POV
[Added] 29 April 2005

Angels Shouldn't Cry [Pairing] Laguna X Raine, Laguna X Squall implied
[Summary] Laguna writes to the one he lost about the one he found.
[Warning] PG-13 Citrus POV | Incest
[Added] 29 April 2005

Eye of the Storm [Pairing] Laguna X Squall, Seifer X Squall implied
[Summary] A lovers' lament while Squall is away from home.
[Warning] PG-13 Citrus POV | Incest
[Added] 29 April 2005


No Help

[Summary] Laguna looks through Squall's medicine cabinet to find something to save his life.
[Pairing] Laguna x Squall
[Warning] PG Fluff | Incest
[Added] 29 April 2005

No Help



[Summary] Revenge is sweet....
[Pairing] Laguna x Squall
[Warning] PG-13 Citrus Humour | Incest
[Added] 29 April 2005




[Summary] What is given, can also be taken away....
[Pairing] Laguna X Squall
[Warning] NC-17 Lemon AU | Incest, OOCness, some violence, mild non-consensual
[Added] 22 May 2004 | Completed: 29 April 2005

Chapter 1 - The Cage

Chapter 2 - Lost

Chapter 3 - Fade to White

Chapter 4 - The Fallen

Chapter 5 - End to Innocence

Chapter 6 - Etched

Chapter 7 - Moment of Clarity

Chapter 8 - Scarred

Chapter 9 - The Enemy Within

Chapter 10 - Breathe

Chapter 11 - Pressure

Chapter 12 - Coming Up Roses

Chapter 13 - Second Comings

Chapter 14 - Now and Then

Chapter 15 - Dark Symphony

Chapter 16 - All in Wait

Chapter 17 - Already Dead

Chapter 18 - Conscience of the King

Chapter 19 - Dreams are made of this

Chapter 20 - Fire from Ice

Chapter 21 - The Ties That Bind

Chapter 22 - Fear of Falling

Chapter 23 - Angels Fall First

Chapter 24 - Where the Heart is

Chapter 25 - One Step Forward...

Chapter 26 - The Other

Chapter 27 - Prey

Chapter 28 - Father's Day

Chapter 29 - Past Mistakes

Chapter 30 - Eternity in Yesterday

Chapter 31 - Homecoming Dance

Chapter 32 - Epilogue: One Voice


"The Only" Series

Perfect [Pairing] Squall X Zell, Squall X OC, Squall/Rinoa and Zone/Rinoa impled
[Summary] Squall's "happy family" life is torn apart after one night in Esthar.
[Warning] R Lime Songfic | Angst, OOCness, OC, alcohol use, suicidal themes, semi non-consensual
[Added] 29 April 2005

The Only [Pairing] Seifer X Squall, Squall X Zell(implied), Squall/OC(implied)
[Summary] Can the last refuge of a desperate man be in the arms of the one he least expected?
[Warning] M15 Citrus Songfic | Alcohol use, OOCness, suicidal themes
[Added] 29 April 2005


Words Unspoken

[Summary] Squall clears his thoughts regarding the object of his desire.
[Pairing] Squall X Laguna
[Warning] M15 Lime POV | Incest
[Added] 24 August 2003

Words Unspoken