The Rain is Falling
Part Two - Illusions of you
By Lady Kuja
Disclaimer: All of Final Fantasy 9 characters belong to Squaresoft. So don't sue me!
Warning! This fic has yaoi implications. Seriously! It is from Kuja's point of view, thinking about Zidane... Later there might be NC-17, so...you know... well...do I have to say this? FINE! It may contain er... ah, never mind! We'll get there!
The Rain is Falling
Part Two - Illusions of you
By Lady Kuja
The rain continues to fall... monotonously... in this alien world... Is this a world? Or is this a country? Or nowhere at all... I wish this were a dream...I wish this would end. Why am I here? Why? Is this death? Is this how it's supposed to be? NO! It can't...I won't believe it... there must be a way out...somewhere...
Zidane, I shout out, where are you, my brother... Where is he? Sobs chokes through my throat, tears trickles down my cheeks...hot tears, burning with...anguish? Desire? Hunger? I am crying, weeping softly on the ground... my head spinning, my eyes dancing with a million stars... I try to get up, unaware of my exhaustion... I have gone beyond fatigue, beyond the hope of ever finding my way...out...
Thunder rolls in the distance...
I never should've chosen to die...why did I do it? What made me? Tripping and slipping, I made it to the edge...finally...
I couldn't feel my legs anymore, none of my limbs, not even my body... I sway a little, unsteadily... and I fell. My head is painful...throbbing with intense blazing stings... No longer can I stand this...this is not death... but soon...
Lightning flashes...
I look up and among the leaden clouds; I see your face... smiling...comforting...
Zidane... you're alive... I hear your sweet voice echoing inside my mind... ringing like clear bells on a wedding day... I want to touch that face... I want to feel that voice, the breath...Zidane... I reach out to you... to be with you... I don't what to let you go...never again...I promise... But you are fading, that image of beauty is fading...NO! Come back, Zidane. You whisper delicately my name...once... Kuja... I scramble to my feet and rush to your vanishing features... I did not see... the chasm beneath...
ZIDANE!!!
Sunlight sparkles in the water...
I open my eyes and stared at the sunlight...beautiful... rays of warmth penetrates me... Where am I? I sit up. Zidane! I see you walking towards me... gazing intently into my eyes... I stare back, dreamily... mentally urging you to hurry...
However... you seem to get further and further away... vanishing among the white-hot beams of the expanding sun... Zidane!
Sorry, but I'll finish this soon. Is this getting a little boring? If so, please tell me by reviewing. Any suggestions? I am planning on making the rest NC-17. Should I?