Author's Notes: …It is a miracle. Oo; After at least half a year, I’ve actually written another piece of fanfiction. Okay, so it’s a rather cheap introspective, but it’s certainly something, hmm? I thought I’d never write anything again… Ruriko takes up all my time and inspiration; but this thing struck me all of a sudden while reading and I just *had* to write it.

But anyway! Yes! It’s an A to C introspective, from Clover. ‘Cause there aren’t enough A-supporters out there… The poor guy needs more credit!

This piece makes no sense if you haven’t read Clover 4.

Please

By Missitar

       

I love you.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

…But no matter how much I say it, you can’t hear me, can you?

And even if you could, you wouldn’t care.

You’ve forgotten about me.

You have him now.

I feel… hollow. Alone.

I’m empty, C. I need you. Come back.

Please.

I need you. I need you to be there; I need you to love me, I need you to need me. Don’t turn away.

Don’t.

You don’t know how it feels, C. You have someone. Someone all your own, who will watch over you and care for you and keep you safe.

The only one I had was you.

And now you’re gone.

I’m alone again. You’re slipping away.

Before, when you first disappeared, you at least could hear me when I talked to you. But now even that’s gone. I can scream out as much as I want, and you won’t hear me. Or you’ll pretend you can’t, because you don’t want me anymore. You’re afraid.

Do you know how much that hurts?

I love you; I’ve loved you forever. And you hate me. You hate how possessive I am.

Didn’t you know that I held you so close because I didn’t want you to slip away?

Didn’t you know that I killed B because I wanted to keep you safe?

Didn’t you know that I’m nothing without you?

But you don’t need me anymore; you’ve left me. Left me for a world of strangers; left me for a short, hollow life. Why, C?

Why?

The cage is so empty with you gone.

You may not have needed me…

But I need you.

Please, come back.

I love you.

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